~ the end of September.. bye!

Final week. .! waiting for sem holiday..

~ peRjalanan meNguji keSabaRan..

Today i'm woke up from my bed in earlier morning. at 6.30 i da grak balik uitm. after that at 8 o'clock me and ct was going to DST to settle up ptptn. unfortunately, it's not going on at DST but at  LT. OMG..! we all terpakse u know ptah balik n naik atas. ggrrrhh.. da sampai LT terpakse tunggu berjam2.. lpas tu ada 2 mamat ny ptong line.. amboi org len penat2 line up dye selamba je duduk tempat orang. ada sorg girl ny sound dye. hhaha bengang jep but still stay at sit uw. xtaw malu. after about 8 hour finally habis juga akhirnya. huh..! habis semua urusan ct and i going to lunch at NR. ken and dayah sudah sampai dulu. selepas ambil makanan i cari la Ken. then, i duduk sebelah dia. masa p'jalanan nak pergi at table ade la 3 mamat ny pandang semacam. haaish i da la xsuke u taw orang tengok2 macam tu. dari i selera makan terus xselere lansung. ish.. masa i nak balik diaorg leyh usha2.. da la salah seorang tu i kenal. ish2 xsangka perangai dia macam tu. hmm.

~ hAppy biRthday tO mEe....

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to aieda happy birthday to me..
heee..Thanks a lot to God coz panjangkan umur i hingga yang ke-18 . thanks a lot too for my beloved mother because sudah lahir dan bersalinkan saya.. my dad also coz suda membesarkan saye menjadi orang. love mum and dad so much.. no one can replace both of you.. you the best one. forgive me if i've do any mistake before this. for all my beloved friend i love you so much..! thanks a lot for that wonderful wishes. for su and siti thanks also coz sudi nyanyi untuk aku.. hhehe happy sangat.. for my beloved boy friend thank for that wishes also. umm as usually if my birthday will coming i akn menangis . that's alright. i can accepted that. mybe dugaan. but thanks coz make me cry dear.. huh..!

HaTEee bOOoy sOo muccH ..!

salam,

sorry b'coz quite long time i'm not wrote this blog. :D today i want story u about someone. about a few minute , i fought with mr.A .. dye salah sangke dgn i.. mr.A engt i ade affair ngan somebody ny. but actually not.. we dont have any affair pon. i pon xknal dye. i pon xtaw nk buat ape just keep quiet. after that, i tngok la fb someone ni dekat fb. i dont know why i really2 angry with him. he had break my heart. it's so hurt to accepted. but now, yes i boleyh terima semua tu n i setuju sgt ngan couple dia. baru2 ny i dengar dia clash ngan A. xcaye lansung..
               kenape lelaki susah nak percaye..!
               kenape lelaki susah nak setia..!
               kenape lelaki senang lupakan cinta,,
               kenape lelaki kejam sgt..


koe engt koe bgus sgt la. senang2 je nk tggal an prempuan. mentang-mentang dpat yg lgi hot n cun yang lama koe tinggal gitu je. plez la lelaki oii.. xyah nk janji seribu tpi haprak . even bukan aq yang kene tpi hati aq yang panas dgr. muka koe aq da menyampah koe taw. i boy wat salah semua boy i rase semua jahat.. huh..!
not fell with boy even i already had bf..

~ the bad day that i have..

Today i got my bad2 day.. umm now i story what the bad things i already have. this day i have BEL class. today we do not learn but have speaking practice for second time. my group was involve in second practice for today. i totally not expected that my group was doing this practice. However i not complete ready but i excited to do it. That's because before this practice i was had a mistake. And i hope today i will never do that again. So, when the task will given i excited to answer. When 10 minute for speaking practice will start, i found that i was do wrong point. i not understand what question is actually need. hmm i do the mistake again. The lecturer was rebuke me. i don't no why i'm so embarrassed with my friends. I know i'm weaker in English subject but i try my best to be the best. But finally it's so hurt. i almost give up. GOd.. help me..!strengthen my heart to continue through the next life here.

OST SEKALI LAGI - Cinta Itu Milik Kita by Dakmie | with lyrics

~ kalo ada jodo kita jumpa lagi...

 Ya Allah mengapa aq terus di uji dan diuji.. perpisahan untuk kali kedua. dan hari ini hari terakhir kami bertemu. dan hari ini juga aku diuji dengan penuh kesabaran. kenapa hari terakhir ini adalah hari paling pedih buat kita. aq minta maaf atas kesilapan ku. semoga kamu disana bahagia dan sihat sejahtera. saya masih menunggu mu . maafkan saya sekali lagi.. 

Tanpamu

Tanpamu  Sabhi Saddi & Helena

Tanpamu hidup jadi sunyi
Tanpamu ku seakan mati
Tanpamu bagai malam tanpa bintang
Tanpamu aku kan tersesat
Tanpamu tiada lagi hasrat
Tanpamu seakan jantungku berhenti

Kau yang terindah dalam hidup ini
Dan takkan pernah berubah selamanya
Aku terlahir hanyalah untuk kamu
Jadi pelindung dirimu
Tanpamu nafasku terhenti
Kernamu ku ada di sini
Tetap bersamaku
Selalu disampingku
Untuk selamanya
Kasih yakinlah kepada diriku
Sayang dan cintaku pun hanya untukmu
Dan takkan berubah untuk selamanya
Cintaku padamu

~ tiring and busy day

today.. hmm hary yang memenatkan .. morning until evening have a class, then continue for "kawad".. at night still have kawad until 11 o'clock.. just tinggal a few days jew lagi.. if PERKAD finish i will rest n study.. sekarang xda masa nak study nak rehat. huh..!mlam ny plak pkol 11 hgga 12 ade " earth hour".. hhuhu bergelap suda.. esok pula ada koku pukul 2 then malam ada kawad raptai.. OMG.. MAT n ACC xsiap lagi.. so crazy.. hhuhu

~ sweEt dREam ~

 I had a sweet dream last night .In that dream i with my boyfriend, which is Mr.A. may be too miss him so much . In the dream he holds my hand and hugged me. he also tried to keep me away from evil. he never let go the hugged even where we were. time is very sweet and romantic. and  that hugged still felt until now. Mr. A I miss you very much. I love you.

what this dream meant ? does make me happy o sad? hmm??

mid- semester break is over

Tomorrow starts another uitm campus learning. Also sad to leave home earlier. Mgt 162 subjects the next morning. huh! do not love it. but very excited to see friends. miss them very much. But we just know less than two months already. but the camaraderie in the making we so love. miss u all.. mmuuaahx ! see ya tomorrow morning. :D