~ the bad day that i have..

Today i got my bad2 day.. umm now i story what the bad things i already have. this day i have BEL class. today we do not learn but have speaking practice for second time. my group was involve in second practice for today. i totally not expected that my group was doing this practice. However i not complete ready but i excited to do it. That's because before this practice i was had a mistake. And i hope today i will never do that again. So, when the task will given i excited to answer. When 10 minute for speaking practice will start, i found that i was do wrong point. i not understand what question is actually need. hmm i do the mistake again. The lecturer was rebuke me. i don't no why i'm so embarrassed with my friends. I know i'm weaker in English subject but i try my best to be the best. But finally it's so hurt. i almost give up. GOd.. help me..!strengthen my heart to continue through the next life here.