~ the bad day that i have..

Today i got my bad2 day.. umm now i story what the bad things i already have. this day i have BEL class. today we do not learn but have speaking practice for second time. my group was involve in second practice for today. i totally not expected that my group was doing this practice. However i not complete ready but i excited to do it. That's because before this practice i was had a mistake. And i hope today i will never do that again. So, when the task will given i excited to answer. When 10 minute for speaking practice will start, i found that i was do wrong point. i not understand what question is actually need. hmm i do the mistake again. The lecturer was rebuke me. i don't no why i'm so embarrassed with my friends. I know i'm weaker in English subject but i try my best to be the best. But finally it's so hurt. i almost give up. GOd.. help me..!strengthen my heart to continue through the next life here.

OST SEKALI LAGI - Cinta Itu Milik Kita by Dakmie | with lyrics

~ kalo ada jodo kita jumpa lagi...

 Ya Allah mengapa aq terus di uji dan diuji.. perpisahan untuk kali kedua. dan hari ini hari terakhir kami bertemu. dan hari ini juga aku diuji dengan penuh kesabaran. kenapa hari terakhir ini adalah hari paling pedih buat kita. aq minta maaf atas kesilapan ku. semoga kamu disana bahagia dan sihat sejahtera. saya masih menunggu mu . maafkan saya sekali lagi.. 

Tanpamu

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